he was a few years older than me. i thought i loved him and i let him do things because i didn’t want him to leave me. i didn’t want to do the things he told me to do, and i told him that. but he manipulated me into doing them anyways. so from then on i just let it happen because he “liked” me. i was so so young and he was on the verge of being an adult. i didn’t realize what had happened until years afterwards. there’s no proof that would hold in court so he can’t even be held accountable. it makes me sick.