I was sexually abused, trafficked, and experienced satanic ritual abuse as a child and teenager. My father was a well respected doctor in the community and I lived his lie for 19 years of my life. At age 19, I left and never lived in that house again. I rarely tell people about the satanic ritual abuse I endured; however, I’m more open to sincerely sharing about the sexual abuse but I proceed with caution. Im a registered nurse and becoming a licensed mental health counselor. Many women come to me with their stories of abuse and I want to walk alongside them. My heart is for those who feel forgotten, dismissed or rejected by society. My own struggle has been with OCD, CPTSD, and anxiety. Many Christians judge and do not understand why I disconnect from my parents, but they don’t know my story. I love the LORD Jesus. I have been delivered and healed and have integrated all my personalities. They kept me sane when I was surrounded by so much darkness. Forgiveness does not mean reconciliation. What can I say to the young girl who has been raped by the men she was sent to babysit for? The police didn’t seem to care. How can I see the pain in the eyes of the women across from me and let her know that she is safe and loved? Im taking back my life because life is sacred and I want to be part of the lives of women who take back theirs too.